What is my life. What am I doing. Where am I. I spend my life searching for myself. And before I find anything, it's going to be over. I'm almost there. Fear. But also relief. I've done it. I've endured it. Life is like endurance.

Life is beautiful. It's short. So we have to appreciate it as much as we can. We have to fill it with as much love and affection, and beautiful moments as we can. Enjoying little things, thise fleeting moments, because they are the most precious.

And here is where we are. Where we are is here. Important because it's all we have for real. Feel what is real. What is happening. Not necessarily how you want it. But for good or for bad, just how it is.

Impulses come, and are sudden. Are fast. Are very strong and very automated. Like a strike of lightning, a very sharp shock. A flashing moment.